Haven't really posted much since my "hey guys i'm gonna draw more" movement. For some reason I just end up lacking the motivation to actually get off my ass (well, on it in this case) and actually draw something out. Don't get me wrong, there's some stuff that I haven't posted here - mostly gifts and stuff to people who I, er, don't want to know about MysticalSkeleton. Sort of got me thinking about it today, but I am not really sure what motivates me. I love watching other people stream whether it's games or art or... I think I watched a boxing match once (in the loosest sense of those words) but I guess that's it. When it comes time for me to actually do something, I find myself easily distracted. I was never an ADD kid so I'm not really sure why I lose my focus so easily. Probably doesn't help that I don't like drawing in the day cause there's always constantly people, but it also sucks to draw at night cause there's not usually anybody around that I can talk to.
I guess the answer is to actually stream some to stay on point, but I've always been a bit shy when it comes to that stuff. I was absolutely terrified in school every time I had to speak in front of the class, even though I know nobody cared or was listening which is ultimately the same thing with streaming, at least for the most part. Nevermind that I talk to tons of different people every day for my job now. I feel like I should find ways to spice streams up with music or whatever even though I usually don't listen to music while I do things and if I do it's just the same couple of songs over and over again. Also, everyone mutes music on streams.
There's no real point to this journal; it's just 1AM and I am procrastinating.